flitz kirdz

Ever wondered what was it like to…
win it…hit it big…acheive it…make it through…

the sense of fulfillment…ownership…joy beyond words…
pride…the unstoppable brimming smile on your face…the undescribable feelings and emotions that runs through your veins…

that is what i’ve been looking…
that is what i’ve been longing…
that is what i’ve been searching…
that is what i’ve been yearning…

i’ve tried to find it in sports but it only last for so long
i’ve tried to find it in academics but it only last for so long
i’ve tried to find it in music but artists showed me that is doesnt last at all
i’ve tried to find it in hollywood but the starts have showed me that it doesnt last at all

i’ve always wondered when will my time come…
i’ve always thought that maybe when i reach the top, i’ll get it…but how long will that last?
i’ve been there and it doesnt mean anything after all…
after i’ve reach to the top i’d gotta try harder because i want more
i forgot what was it all about it the first place

than it struck me
now i finally understood…
what it was all about

it’s an inbuilt desire
deep within our soul, mind and heart
that’s what we have been built for

such a profound revelation that the Spirit has revealed to me
Friday Night Lights: its more than a game…it’s their life

i’m in the game of life and i gotta finish the race
to reach my destiny…my sense of fulfillment…to hear those words, "well done, my child. I am proud of you."

it is than will i stop because i have finished.
it is than will the looking stop
it is than will the longing stop
it is than will the seaching stop
it is than will the yearning stop

for i have reached my destination. i have than finished.

i finally understood…

things tht i getta do during holz:-

- make money easily
- clean up and make my aquarium look like a real aquarium
- sit down and just watch my fishies swimming around
- indulge in whatever i choose to do
- read what i want to read not what i need to read
- have enuf sleep
- go anywhere i want..kinda..hehe
- pick up a new hobby

today was totally awesome. went down to PD at 5 plus AM in the morn. supposedly catch the sun rise. with my parents, ryan n sharon-in-law. whole purpose: sunrise n fly the kite. sunrise failed: haze was soo bad. kite flying: farnee. i flew mine up and it went up up up.took it down again. ryan n sharon’s turn to try mine. ryan failed haha. couldn’t fly up. so sharon’s flew up with my help of coz. ryan went to play with sharon’s. i went to fly d other one up. my big yellow smiley kite got stuck suddenly. on a six-storey building. so yea now i’m left with d other old one. XD. however main purpose of flying d BIG kite from Bali failed. no stong wind. darn. but heck. it was a blast. tryin to monotonize myself. just for fun. quite successful in monotonizing. sleep now.

hmm…prolly i’ll start working on my bloggin site…but before i do…gotta pick a host first…blogspot?…bloggers?….decisions decisions decisions…hmph

….with two more papers to go til my brain cells get some long needed re-cupperation…exhausted beyond measures…

i’ve just realised the other day, that all my newly bought colored pens were all in shades of purple and a pink!…i wonder what’s with purple and even the very font color tht i’m using now is a purple shade….oh well…looking at shades of green the next round thn…just realised tht i do desperately need some green in collection to do my designs…
a new found habit–> calligraphy….created quite a number of it…and will soon be posting up pictures of my work in deviantart…. already have a few there tho… =) and i think it’s pretty nice..haha
this time round of holz…i shud be producing 2 major video collections~~ Vacation cum Mission in Europe and Ryan&Sharon’s wedding …my elder bro got married last…july?..i think…was superb…enjoyed a whole lot…except during the 2nd dinner in JB i got sick @_@

i’ve still yet to complete typer shark….those sharks are quite a killer whn i choose the toughest mode….^^ gonna finish up diner dash soon…and thn start on with diner dash2…yea i’m back dated in games…but i don’t bother tht much…just for entertainment sake and to relieve my mind now and than…

the title was already nonchalantly…what did ya expect?… =p haha