Archive for June, 2005

learning to fly…

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

time is ticking
all’s awaiting
to wait for the right wind
to soar on my wings

all are human
thus errors are common
no matter how great
no matter how small
it still prevails

falling down and getting up
not my name but Your name
forsaking all else
fame fortune and glory…

justice will You bring
humbleness instilled
compassion increased

i am learning to fly…

stand alone

Wednesday, June 8th, 2005

deep within the cries of my head
the dull aching pain
it just never goes away…

the build up of hormones
the build up of emotions
oh! what is this all?

another phase of life
another chapter of a book

to grow up and learn
to fall down and learn

why must it all be so?
oh God of heaven and earth
where art thou?

in my deepest distress
you seemed to have vanished

oh how could it be..
that i’m born into such a time as this?

my head still aches away…
it just never goes away…

but on your word i stand
because you have never failed me

and this time would not make a difference
for the past have prove itself
you are always there

just like the stars in the sky…
even though i don’t see it at times
but yet it doens’t mean that the sky is starless tonight

take courage!
for all is not lost
eternity awaits
the day i see you face to face

spirit of the almighty
come to my distress i pray
for i can stand no longer alone
it was not meant to be
it was not meant to be

as it went past the hooting owl
the rooster crows once again
a brand new morning
a brand new day

your mercies are new every morning

could it be true?

Monday, June 6th, 2005

as time is ticking
my heart awaits
to see you bloom in full moon
in all glory and splendour….

they told me that you are a rare breed
and probably the only species left
but could it be true than that such a plant exist?

oh how i do believe that it does
for what a sight it would be
breath taking as they say
but in which you would be my breath

day and night i wait
and days turn into weeks
and weeks turn into months
and months turn into years

i am full of age now
and in fairy tales i do not hold
but yet soon i realised
that you were by my side
all along….
every breath that i breathe
you were there all along…

smoked duck n chinese tea

Thursday, June 2nd, 2005

first time ever i had smoked duck (which my aunts and grandad bought back from Ipoh when they were on their way back from Penang) and it tasted…..SO GOOD!!..hehe…i like the taste of it….smoky taste and it smells teriffic!..the texture is rather tender compared to some of the ducks which are roasted…Yummy~

chinese tea….a big fan of it ; )…taste good plus point: it cleans up ur sys. of unwanted fats…akaka…so to say..its healthy = )
i much prefer chinese teas which are mixed with flowers…they tend to have a sweet smell and taste better….for a casual drink i don’t mind havin a hard one with solid flavour and all…but during studies…i’d prefer a milder one…but occassionally i just gulp it some hard stuff (as in..strong) just to keep me awake supposedly..akaka but doesn’t really works whn i get too sleepy…

well durians are in now….and aft my finals i’m soo gonna get some good ones…hehe…all the way up to penang just for durians??…i don’t mind…hehe…thts what my daddy suggested anyway…crazee…it runs in the blood…akaka