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alrite…there’s some prob with blogger..so i’ll just post up this here =)

btw just so tht u know…my stories are not throughly complete..shows tht d best way is just to be in my life n not just reading it :p

-siblings affair-
this will be one of the rare occasions where all 5 of us will be together.
Ryan & Sharon –> bro n sister in law

Jason –> Sharon’s brother. my new brother.same age as mua

Ronald –> my lil bro

n of course ME

oook.. picture sure takes a long time to load it up..
alrite at last…now to continue typing (while waiting for blogger to load the pics ^^)

welp…on sunday Jason arrived from JB..he took a train down..coz he doesn’t really like the and he gets sick after all…plus dere’s a high possibility tht it’s gonna be jam since ppl will be going back for CNY =)

so the all 5 of us are together…and the timing is a little off coz on Friday..i am suppose to sit for a class test -__-..but me being me…i didn’t study for it just as yet..not till thursday!!!…what to do?…family should always come first XD or rather my excuse to play play play..hehe

sunday itself we had a table tennis match..as i have a table at home..so it was nice…than monday was suppose to play basketball but it turns out that Jason doesn’t play ball..which is sad…so on monday…we watched movies instead…and than we played ginrami…i WON haha some…hehe…n than UNO STACKO which jason lost ^^

sharon usin her skills to ensure tht she don’t lose!

jason lost..he’s just tryin to break the fall

tuesday
mmm…i myself also can’t recall…ahh yes..tuesday is the DAY..where we went up to Ulu Yam for the hotsprings ..which has sulfur in it..and was super hot!!!! our legs turn pink man after soaking it for about 5 mins or so!!! pictures are below! Ryan was the first one who submerge his leg into it..and held it in…Jason was the last to do so..XD..and than I was the only person who walked about it in the pool…akakaka..which was burning hot..coz the more you move the worst it becomes!!!…man..the pain was soo bad til my head hurts…talk about sadistic! but i just held it in there..since it was purportedly  said that it’s good for your general well being and your skin!! -vain-

and ta-da!!! our pink legs!!!..tht shows how cooked our legs are ^^

before we went in

after we went in ^ ^

btw..i was the only person who manage to dip my whole body in it!!!…the rest chicken out…the guys were afraid that their b*lls
might just get cooked up XD ..see the picture I was the only one who’s pink…coz i went underwater for about a 2 3 seconds?..hehe…than i came jumping out of the water.HOT

after that…went to the waterfall..which was COLD
but nice!!!…it even has fishies swimming in it ^^

startin out…just enterin the icy cold waters..i was the one takin d pics

my 3 bros

that’s me…slippery rock XD..my pink body

me & ron

coolin d oranges

‘cho tai di’ we played this card game practically every where we went coz Jason just kept bringin it every where XD

the rock is rather smooth..s u can see ryan is pretty much relaxed while pickin his best card to play

i ended up standing..as i didn’t manage to find a good spot like ryan :[

cam-whores

after we got bored of playing..we decided it’s time for DINNNEERRR..as all of us were HUNGRY..so we went up to Gotong Jaya for dinner..had a scrumptious dinner indeed!!! food was good…we had:-
- curry wild boar ("san zhu yuk" )
- guai tau miu chau ha mai (some bean like thing fried with shrimps)
- tin kai sang mien (frogs with noodles)
- yut kong gon chau hor (the black noodles with fresh egg)
- one or two more dishes..which i simple can’t recall now…but its GOOOD

after dinner we went up to genting ^ ^ before that..we went to 7-11 just to grab some drinks up..thn it was like freezing cold up there….all of us hero-wannabes didn’t bring any jackets…as we didn’t expect it to be sooo cold-_-

plus! i read d papers that the temperature increased in the highlands…mana tau…whn we went there..it was like freezing cold..the whole place was misty & the wind was soo strong!!!
so we were like shivering..jumping around ..doing all sorts to keep ourselves warm..XD but good fun good fun!!

jason n sharon: freezin away…jason so smart..wearing 3-quarter shorts XD

my brilliant idea usin d mirror to reflect ourselves…i was suited up…thk God i had some cloths in my car..which was my bball jersey n some cloths..wore 2 t-shirts n a jersey. jersey shorts n a long pants..n still i felt the chill

at the coffee bean..i had a ice-blended belgium chocolate.yummy!! oh yea prior to that..we were at the arcade wastin money away XD n yea..we were playin cards again after awhile =)

hmm..seems that i’m outta space to upload any more pics..oh well…after we had our coffees..we intended to go back..coz it’s like 1plus or 2 am d…but than as we walk back..i decided to make a video clip…which was pretty neat..haha…we just made a short one..where we were the notorious group..just like in the triads…so we just make a relatively short one..after 5 takes..it was perfecto…hehe…so yea we left for home..reached bout 3 or 4 am in the morning…thank God on wednessday i only have afternoon classes ^ ^

wednessday
after class…met up with my treasurer (IMU ball stuff)..went back straight…oops wait..tht was on tuesday tht i met up with my treasurer n went back straight..hehe..on wednessday…i had my classes in the afternoon..n thn my case presentation..which i hardly prepared for it…as you know why…but heck thank God it went amazingly well!! haha…gotta thank Mr. David Chong for that ^^
so today..it’s rock-climbing day!!!…my first time!!!…went to 1U..camp5..the place rox…nice clean..rather big…so we climbed…too bad can’t load up any more pics…but it was NICE…i like the place too…always wanted to go but didnt manage to some how…hehe…but aft tht nite..man my arms were aching as my muscles were torn…n my hands were pretty sore….what to do…first of all..i’ve stopped working out for a looong time..muscles have waned down..thn i’m fat..XD so imagine my arms ..pulling a big heavy weight..man! tht was tough..^^ but its a good thing i reached up to the top!!…just goes to show tht i need more work outs!! til today..which is the 6th March..my arms r still not in tip top condition yet…tht is also becoz i didn’t allow ample time for it to heal ^^ ..need my arms to play body boarding u know..hehe…
now i just need to get a group of ppl..who likes to climb as well =D

thursday
came back bout 8 plus pm..to send Jason off to the station…he took the train back as well…so tht basically sums up where I was for the pass week =)…and earlier on was our CNY break..so was here, there and everywhere…slept like 4,5,6am in the morning..thanks to my Ryan&Sharon…we either keep laughing or keep talking…tsk tsk..haha..

i think this is like my longest blog ever..for now…hehe…i need to study!!!

outz

ahhhhhhhhh….i’m in the midst of a super multi-tasking role here…saving songs for my friend –> e-jay…told her i would do so and I keep forgetting, planning a meeting at the same time, thinking of my other events that I’m organizing, back of my mind thinking about my studies..since my finals are up in 3 weeks time!!…

my dear dean wants me to get a 2nd uppers.. -_- thts not easy for a person like me who has other priorities and academics just ain’t one of it…doing the blog at the same time..coz i need to load up my birthday gifts and pictures…so thank the ppl whom i didn’t getta thank personally…

i need to blog about my siblings affair ..which was last week..and than family affair which was last weekend..so tht i do not need to keep repeating my story to everyone…thn i gotta converse with my pal alan :p

and now…one of my ppl was admitted to the hospital..gotta ask how she is and what happened…

phew!…tomorrow got a meeting to assist SRC (student rep council) draft up some stuff for the up-coming election…

ok…now my main objective…my other blog site for the birthday n stuff is located in blogger
..it’s fionna.tan blogspot or something…you can just look it up dere :p

chillz!

i have just realized that pink has just infested in my life…and my dear sharon (sister in law) dislike pink quite a lot..haha…so i might as well make the fonts in pink just to tease her XD if she soo happens to read this…than there you go another pink to add more pinky-ness to your life hehe

welp…chinese new year is here once again…however this year…prolly because i’m 22 and i’m ooolder …i don’t seem to be so eager to go cashing…aint no why…but i’d suppose it’s just being melodramatic of me….since there’s so many things going on..sometimes you just get melodramatic out of the whole festivity and all
but its good…i love the time of catching up with my brother Ryan&Sharon who managed to come back for CNY…miss having them around in the house..but having them around also makes my life havoc..haha..sooo easily distracted…wud be talking to them instead of studyin XD but heck..i love having them around!!

this is my so called "last year" as next year I won’t be around for CNY…it’s a farnee thing when you get out of the country….so many things can seem uncertain and unsure of.. all at the same time =) but thts the fun of life!! knowing everything wouldn’t be as much fun furthermore knowing that my future is secure in the One above..what is there to fear? but just in anticipation and living life each day!

this CNY week is suppose to be my catch up week…since sem 5 is like super slacky for me…i’ve been playing and socializing soo much…tht it just simply amaze me..haha…dean wants me to get like 2nd uppers…in which i hope i can obtain it…shucks…need to study n all…darn some ppl really can ace through without studyin…thts fun! i wouldn’t mind havin tht trait too..XD

anyway…i’m gettin sleepy…i’m suppose to post up a birthday thanks blog in blogger…but i havent get around to it yet…shud most definitely do it by tis week thn ^ ^

welp…i think i shall just have two blogs for the sake of it haha
in friendster its easier…cause most of my mates are in friendster…so it’s more fun that way ^^

but i do want to keep the other one…to make it more exclusive XD

til i really find the time to crap up some stuff here =P

yay!!! my bro n sis-in-law are coming back from Thailand!!! I miss them…and I wanna go check out their place in thailand before I fly off to scottie!!!

created one in blogger….will eventually start off with some serious bloggin soon enough….4,5,6 months time??
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well..now i’m mauling over the choices of choosing which blog host i should pick to host my upcoming blogs and my own personal website

yup i’ve finally decided..to get it started…creating my own website and my own write-ups…of everything and anything that i want to.
i’ve actually decided that i only want to set up my blog when i’m in scotland…but oh well…need to start working on it….wanna add a personal touch to MY site ;)…it’s all about that personal touch..hehe XD
which really sets me apart i suppose

welp since i’m on a typing spree here..might as well just do some random typing…to bring my thoughts out of my head…

i’ve this one lecturer in my life…that never seems to be able to fade into the background..even though he doesnt have a single lecture with me since like a year!! ….pf told me that if he has a daughter …he would most certainly want you (as in me) to be his daughter…and i’m like…uh-huh yea rite:p
but she might hold some truth to her statement….so he showers me with words that pushes me to think and think and think….he doesnt offer me any straight answers but instead brings me round the forest to show me a tree which was there all along behind me…he just had to ask me to turn and look….but nope…not this guy…
self-discovery …that’s what he would like to term it….go and search for yourself…go and find it out on your own….oh sure….the day he gives me a straight off answer..would be the day i faint~

pf asked me…what on earth did you do that since day 1 you stepped into this Uni (oh well not day 1 per se..but during my 1st sem =p) he gives you all the attention….XD…the typical answer you would get from fionna tan would be: well maybe in his entire life he have never met anyone like me, cant be blamed…i only exist this once…no one else cud replace me…haha…she had no choice to agree …lol

it’s nice n all…but hey….i’ll just thank him 5 yrs down the line?…but certainly not now…imagine i’m on my holiday and i’m forced to think and think and think…and walk through the whole forest to find a tree!…God have mercy on me…i didnt’ do anything to deserve this!!…haha but than again…a blessing in disguise…i sure hate disguises in terms of such :p

Ever wondered what was it like to…
win it…hit it big…acheive it…make it through…

the sense of fulfillment…ownership…joy beyond words…
pride…the unstoppable brimming smile on your face…the undescribable feelings and emotions that runs through your veins…

that is what i’ve been looking…
that is what i’ve been longing…
that is what i’ve been searching…
that is what i’ve been yearning…

i’ve tried to find it in sports but it only last for so long
i’ve tried to find it in academics but it only last for so long
i’ve tried to find it in music but artists showed me that is doesnt last at all
i’ve tried to find it in hollywood but the starts have showed me that it doesnt last at all

i’ve always wondered when will my time come…
i’ve always thought that maybe when i reach the top, i’ll get it…but how long will that last?
i’ve been there and it doesnt mean anything after all…
after i’ve reach to the top i’d gotta try harder because i want more
i forgot what was it all about it the first place

than it struck me
now i finally understood…
what it was all about

it’s an inbuilt desire
deep within our soul, mind and heart
that’s what we have been built for

such a profound revelation that the Spirit has revealed to me
Friday Night Lights: its more than a game…it’s their life

i’m in the game of life and i gotta finish the race
to reach my destiny…my sense of fulfillment…to hear those words, "well done, my child. I am proud of you."

it is than will i stop because i have finished.
it is than will the looking stop
it is than will the longing stop
it is than will the seaching stop
it is than will the yearning stop

for i have reached my destination. i have than finished.

i finally understood…

things tht i getta do during holz:-

- make money easily
- clean up and make my aquarium look like a real aquarium
- sit down and just watch my fishies swimming around
- indulge in whatever i choose to do
- read what i want to read not what i need to read
- have enuf sleep
- go anywhere i want..kinda..hehe
- pick up a new hobby

today was totally awesome. went down to PD at 5 plus AM in the morn. supposedly catch the sun rise. with my parents, ryan n sharon-in-law. whole purpose: sunrise n fly the kite. sunrise failed: haze was soo bad. kite flying: farnee. i flew mine up and it went up up up.took it down again. ryan n sharon’s turn to try mine. ryan failed haha. couldn’t fly up. so sharon’s flew up with my help of coz. ryan went to play with sharon’s. i went to fly d other one up. my big yellow smiley kite got stuck suddenly. on a six-storey building. so yea now i’m left with d other old one. XD. however main purpose of flying d BIG kite from Bali failed. no stong wind. darn. but heck. it was a blast. tryin to monotonize myself. just for fun. quite successful in monotonizing. sleep now.

hmm…prolly i’ll start working on my bloggin site…but before i do…gotta pick a host first…blogspot?…bloggers?….decisions decisions decisions…hmph

….with two more papers to go til my brain cells get some long needed re-cupperation…exhausted beyond measures…

i’ve just realised the other day, that all my newly bought colored pens were all in shades of purple and a pink!…i wonder what’s with purple and even the very font color tht i’m using now is a purple shade….oh well…looking at shades of green the next round thn…just realised tht i do desperately need some green in collection to do my designs…
a new found habit–> calligraphy….created quite a number of it…and will soon be posting up pictures of my work in deviantart…. already have a few there tho… =) and i think it’s pretty nice..haha
this time round of holz…i shud be producing 2 major video collections~~ Vacation cum Mission in Europe and Ryan&Sharon’s wedding …my elder bro got married last…july?..i think…was superb…enjoyed a whole lot…except during the 2nd dinner in JB i got sick @_@

i’ve still yet to complete typer shark….those sharks are quite a killer whn i choose the toughest mode….^^ gonna finish up diner dash soon…and thn start on with diner dash2…yea i’m back dated in games…but i don’t bother tht much…just for entertainment sake and to relieve my mind now and than…

the title was already nonchalantly…what did ya expect?… =p haha